My last few days in J-Bay before I come home for CHristmas. I think that after living here for so long, I have tended to forget about the things I love here. I tend to forget about the things that are so different from home, and I have become accostomed to the hurt that J-Bay holds. I am using these last days, in between packing and  saying my goodbyes, to truley reflect on this year. I have already done a lot of this during Debreif, but I want to take in every part of Jeffery's.

God is calling me to things that mean abandoning everything I thought I ever wanted. this is so scary!! so many things plage me, adn satan uses them to make me think I can't survive without them. But God, gently calls me back and reminds me he is more than enough for me. He gently calls me into intamacy with him and I am so glad. He is so much more than I could ever imagine. I am greatful he is teaching me, calling me to these things.

I can't wait to be home and see everyone!! I am so excited!! Please Pray for the plane ride!! my journey starts friday at 10am africa time, and ends saturday and 9:30 PM Colorado time.

love you all!!